There will be days like this. Started off strong. Felt like a marine by 10am with all I’d gotten done. Had a great session with a client and while we talked, things competing for my attention got together and hatched a plan. It all seemed doable and bit by bit, my self care kept getting bumped. I was happy to realize I was aware of it happening and yet not happy that it was. Sometimes not being happy about something is happy making. My self care today became push then let go. Feel the cooler air as I drove from one thing to another. Turn off the radio. Listen to the road. The sun. The clouds. My beating heart. Feel my hands on the wheel and the warmth on my head. Allow the demand for more to give way to what is. It’s okay sometimes. It’s not failing if I find the beauty in a moment.
